Sum-mer better than others

What is my deal with summer??? When I was working.  Summers were a rush of hurry and get through the work day and get home to take the kids to cherry hill or lagoon or...something like that..I remember the summer I had Noah thinking Holy Buckets this stay at home gig is DEMANDING.  I figured I had a new baby I had not scheduled enough for the kids to do....the next summer I scheduled too much for the kids to do and the last couple summers I have tried to hit a perfect mix of schedule, no schedule, chores, camping, swimming, boating..and then August hits and its football football football...and I CAN NOT find a rhythm, my summer mojo, I don't know what to call it. But it's like I can't make it click.